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Of Peace of Mind, and a Defire of Improvement.

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EN might live quiet and eafy enough, if they would be careful not to give themfelves Trouble, and forbear meddling with what other People do and fay, in which they are no way concerned. But how fhould he be eafy, who makes other Men's Cares his own? Who induftriously feeks Difquiet, and when he might reft in Peace within Doors, goes abroad to invite and fetch Difturbance home to his Houfe; who takes fuch Pains, and spends fo much Time to enquire into the Affairs of Neighbours and Strangers altogether foreign to him; and feldom or never defcends into his own Breaft, that he may examine and understand himfelf? Bleffed are the Meek, fays the Scripture, for they shall inherit the Earth peaceably, and increase their foy in the Lord. Whence is it, think you, that fome Holy Perfons can fo perfectly abftract themfelves from the Concerns of this World, and find fuch Satisfaction in their Divine Retirements, and Solitary Contemplations? From hence, no doubt; that they have made it their Bufinefs to mortify all earthly and fenfual Affections, and fo have devoted themfelves entirely to God, and are at liberty to attend upon Him without Diftraction. But we find the Cafe much otherwife with Us; because our Paffions interrupt our Piety, and the Tranfitory Things of this World continue tenderly to affect

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We feldom gain an entire Conqueft over any one ill Habit; nor are we zealous to make every Day we live a Step to higher Degrees of Virtue. This is the Reason why we are fo cold and infenfible, or at best but lukewarm and indifferent, in the Exercises of Piety and Private Meditation.

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Were we but, as we ought to be, dead to the World and our own Lufts, difentangled from thofe Chains and Snares within, that hamper and keep our Souls down to Matter and Senfe; then fhould we also relifh Acts of Devotion, and be ravished with marvellous Joy, when our Thoughts are fixed on God and Heaven. The only, or the greatest Bar to thefe Spiritual Delights, proceeds from Paffions unfubdued ; and from our own Sloth, which cares not to encounter Difficulties, nor afpires to the Perfection of the Saints. Hence is that Tamenefs and Dejection of Spirit, fo vifible, fo fcandalous, when any little Miffortune comes across us: Hence our vain Confidence, and anxious Care, which feeks and depends upon Human Helps and Remedies; and neglects God, our only fufficient Refuge and Deliverer.

Would we but quit our felves like Men, and refolutely ftand our Ground, we fhould not fail of Succours from above. God is always ready to ftrengthen those who strive lawfully, and place their Hope in the Affiftance of his heavenly Grace: He means our very Hardships and Dangers for our Good; and engages us in new Conflicts and Temptations, that he may make our Victories more glorious, and qualify us for a brighter Crown. If we content our felves with the Obfervance of the outward Duties only, and fuppofe this is the utmoft Perfection neceffary for us we bring Religion into a very narrow Compafs, and may quickly get to the End of it. But alas! the main of our Business lies within: The Axe muft be laid to the Root of the Tree, and our Senfual Appetites quite cut down, before we can attain to true Pleasure in Holiness, and a Peaceful Serenity of Mind.

Would we but impofe upon our felves the Task of mortifying a fresh Luft, and conquering a vicious Habit every Year; even thus in a little time we might attain to fome Perfection. But alas! we often take the

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direct contrary Courfe; and are generally more wary, more devout, more zealous to do well, and to avoid Evil, when we first enter upon a Religious Life, than after we have spent fome time in it. The Fervor of our Affection, which ought in Reafon to grow every Day stronger and brighter, cools and goes out agains and we reckon it a great Matter, if our Zeal can be kept up to the fame Warmth, which we felt at its first kindling. We are too tender of our Eafe, and loth to put our felves upon the stretch: Whereas, would we but use a little Severity, and fubmit to fome Violence at firft, that Trouble would quickly wear off; and all our Progrefs in Virtue would prove, not cafy and tolerable only, but even a Delight, and wonderful Satisfaction to us.

'Tis hard, I own, to part with our old Friends, and to unlearn Habits to which we have been long accuftomed. And harder yet it is, to enter into a formal War with our own Inclinations, and obftinately to deny what we eagerly defire. But if we do not conquer fmaller Difficulties, what will become of us, when affaulted by greater? If we do not refift our natural Propenfions at firft, before Inclination is ftrengthened by Cuftom, the Enemy will gather Strength. Every Day's Practice is a fresh Reinforcement; and the longer the Delay, the greater will be the Difficulty. O think of this in time, and confider the happy Effects of an early and ferious Piety: What Peace, what Triumphs to your felves; what Joy to others, to God and Chrift, to Angels and Good Men, you will certainly procure, by behaving your felves gallantly in this Spiritual Warfare. This fure will balance all the Hardfhips of Virtue; reproach your Cowardice and Sloth, provoke and inflame your Diligence and Courage; and make you zealous, refolute, impatient to grow in Grace, and advance every Day in Spiritual Perfection.

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CHA P. XII.

The Advantage of Afflictions.

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Tis good for me, that I have been in Trouble, says

David. Nor is it David's Cafe a

Pfal.cxix. 71. that Providence, which fends Croffes and Calamities upon them. Thefe bring a Man's Thoughts home, put him upon Reflection, and help him to understand himself and his Condition. They fhew him, that he is in a State of Exile and Pilgrimage, and forbid him to fet up his Hope and Reft, in a strange Country, where he is no better than a Sojourner.

Nor is it thus with thofe Sufferings alone, which the immediate Hand of Heaven inflicts; but even those whereof Men are the Inftruments. The Inju ries and contumelious Ufage, the Calumnies and Cenfures of them who speak and think Ill of us, bring their Profit with them too; even when moft wrongful, moft undeferved. For thefe oftentimes are an occafion of rectifying our Measures, as bringing us to a juster and more modeft Opinion of our felves. They cure our Ambition and Vain-glory, and convince us how vain a thing it is, to thirst after Reputation and the Praise of Men, when even Innocence and Goodnefs cannot protect us from Slander and Reproaches. They teach us to fet a due Value upon the Teftimony of our own Confciences, and the righteous Approbation of God, the Searcher of Hearts; when That, which he will not fail to commend and reward, cannot escape the Contempt and Condemnation of the World, nor prevail for fo much as fair Quarter, from our mistaken and injurious Brethren.

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God alone; that we shall not need to be extremely folicitous for many outward Comforts, or feel our felves deftitute, or much dejected, when any of these happen to fail or forfake us. For when a well-difpofed Man is oppreffed with Sufferings and Temptations, or perplexed with evil Thoughts, he then feels experimentally, how neceffary the Divine Affistance is, and how little he is able to do or endure without it: Then he is touched with inward Remorfe, then does he groan in fecret, and, in the anguifh of his Heart, pour out his Requefts for Relief and Deliverance: Then even Life it self becomes a Burthen, and Death defirable; as that which will tranflate him from this Valley of Tears and Corruption, to a Life of Immortality with his God and Redeemer. In a word, Such Circumstances as these are more effectual than ten thousand Arguments, to convince him, by his own fenfible Experience, that perfect Security, and entire Satisfaction are not fo much as consistent with the Condition of Man in this prefent World; and therefore we must be content to wait another and Future State, which alone deferves our Affections, because it alone can make us truly and compleatly happy.

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CHA P. XIII.

Of Refifting Temptations.

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long as we continue in this World, we muft not flatter our felves with an Imagination so vain, as that of being exempted from Tribulations and Trials. Thefe are fo infeparable from Mortality, that fob calls the Life of Man a Warfare, or Place of Exercife. It highly concerns every one of us upon this account, to take great

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