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monk, who will say his prayers, while an- | fessor? With pleasure. All goes well at other foolish little monk tires himself to Regenstein?" But love was not so padeath as he rings the monastery bell. The tient a usurer. pious folks in Gröden are delighted that young Prussia should desire such an edifying toy, believing that he prays, not laughs, over it, and supply it with the same fervour as crucifixes to the bigger children of France, Bavaria, and Tyrol.

One morning, after putting the last touch to his famous "Holy Family" with the baroness for Madonna, hope whispered courage to his heart. After all, why should he fear? He was greater in the aristocracy of art than the baroness in the aristocracy of birth: marriage would be neither presumption on his side nor condescension on hers. He thought over all her gracious ways to him, the pleasure she obviously took in his society, their sympathy in heart and mind. He must put his fate to the touch sooner or later, and why not now? She must have read that he loved her in every look and

How does young Gröden feel amongst these billions of dolls, harlequins, praying priests, carts, hobby-horses ? He! why he will have nothing to do with them, except as the means by which he can learn to gain his own bread. No; great stately Dame Nature takes him, or her, into her nursery, where she has better toys. Little rosy-cheeked, black-eyed Kina feels wonderfully elated in a hat formed by a spread-word; and if she favoured him, as he ing cabbage-leaf; and sturdy Seppl, two years old, seated on a clod in the mountain stubble-field, drives with that hazel switch-whip of his, with its blue-cotton streamer, as real a yoke of oxen as his father's, though the stranger sees it not. Or what royal child ever beheld dissolving views so marvellous as young Gröden does? When the sun begins to sink, the vast mass of the Campo Lungo, and the Lang Kofel burn, palpitate like living flames, irradiating the darkening valley. The sun has disappeared, the flames turn to glowing embers, then fade into an ashy hue; the great mountains are congealed spectres; but the whole firmament blazes, as the northern lights are said to blaze, and the heavens are filled with waves of glory.

From Blackwood's Magazine.
LEFT-HANDED ELSA.

XIII.

In the course of every tale of real life there arrives a period when matters develop themselves eventlessly, and without any landmark to denote the unhalting process of time. It is as needless, as it would be impossible, to chronicle all the interviews that took place between Max Brendel and his strange patroness. Let it suffice to say that they gradually, but not slowly, led to the one inevitable end. Max loved the baroness more than he loved his own soul and found himself in debt up to the ears.

His chief creditor, the broker and money-lender, Herr Elias, was not impatient: he only used to grin and say, "A little longer, eh, eh, my good Herr Pro

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could not doubt, she must have set him down as the most timid or as the coldest of lovers not to have opened his heart to her long ago. It was on a glorious morning of early spring, bright with the fragrant sunshine that sinks deep and calls forth blades of love even where none is sown, that he threw down his palette, and, following a conscious and deliberate impulse, found himself at Regenstein.

But, as ill luck would have it, for the first time during the whole course of his acquaintance with his patroness, her French femme de chambre told him she was engaged, and asked him to wait a while. He was shown, accidentally of course, into the ante-chamber of the baroness's favourite boudoir. The inner door, however, stood ajar, so that one of the innumerable mirrors wherewith the whole castle was lined reflected to the eyes of Max all that passed within. The companion of the baroness was no other than the little old parchment-skinned man with the croaking voice, who had been foremost in awarding the travelling-prize to number five. How inexpressibly far off that seemed!—and yet, far off as it was, he would have been more or less than man had not the sunshine of to-day sent a pang through his heart. Memory, as well as hope and love, is awakened by the fragrance of such sunshine.

But it was too late now, even though conscience whispered that the full voice of the new love was not worth a whisper of the old.

He was not a willing listener to a conversation that was not intended for him. He did not, like Sleinitz, deliberately put his eye or ear to the door, but he took for granted that the baroness was aware of his presence, and he was certain that she

had no secrets from him. He made a| noise with his chair to warn her that he was within ear-shot, but it made no difference, and the talk buzzed on. The first few words he did not hear; but suddenly his hearing was sharpened by catching his

own name.

"Max Brendel, of course," said the belllike voice of the baroness. "Max Brendel, yes but not of course," croaked the other. "Not of course, by any means. If we had not thought of Max Brendel, I should not be here. But, for my own part, I am no longer disposed to give carte blanche to Max Brendel."

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"I understand," she said. him a man of one idea." "Precisely, madam. Now, as a rule, the public likes a man with one idea. It can't comprehend a man's having two. Its comedian must stick to comedy; its tragedian to tragedy; its pianist, who has once made a hit by playing variations with one finger, must never use two fingers; its singer, with a high C, must sing nothing but high C's; its painter, who has once painted blue, must paint everything blue, or be hissed down. That's the division of labour. One man paints blue, another red, another yellow, and the public likes it better than if the same man painted all three. But there is a limit to all things, and to that limit Max Brendel has come. He not only harps on the same string — that's nothing but he has worn out the string he harps on. We are getting disappointed with Max Brendel, madam — bitterly disappointed; and we won't have our series of frescoes spoilt by a howling chorus of 'Oh, that's a Brendel; he can paint yellow-but a grand historical fresco, that's not his line.' So I came down to ask him for a design; and if - pardon me, madam, if I seem blunt, if he gives me the yellow-haired woman again, he is done for."

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Max felt himself turn cold from head to foot. Nobody knew better than himself that he was in truth an impostor with but one idea, and that not his own.

"Would you like to see Herr Brendel at once?" asked the baroness. "I believe he is here."

And what is wanted?" asked the baroness. "I don't quite understand." "A subject for a fresco. One of a series, representing the great themes of German history. We need variety in treatment unity in plan. I have undertaken to furnish two designs — I flatter myself that a series of national historical pictures without my hand would be like the English tragedy of Hamlet without the titlerôle. My colleague has undertaken three But we must have a third hand." "And that must be "So my colleagues said to the committee Max Brendel. But the committee shook their heads. We are sick of your Max Brendel,' they said. 'His first picture was the revelation of a new genius. His second was its confirmation. His third was a chef-d'œuvre. But tell us honestly, they said to me, 'if that great genius of yours has ever really painted more than one picture in all his days? Is it not'-pardon me, madam, I quote the committee'is it not forever and ever the same eternal woman with the yellow hair? She has done duty now for Clio, for Thusnelda, for Justice, for St. Catherine, in short, for as many pictures as he has painted, all as like one another as a family of peas in one shell. He puts a costume on a lay figure, paints it, and then sticks on at top his stock head with the yellow hair. The journals,' said the committee, are beginning the same cry; and though art-critics are no authorities when they speak for themselves, they show how the wind blows. When the fresco is fin- "You did not notice that gentleman ? " ished, people must be struck by it in the she asked. "That is another great man right way: they mustn't only say, "Oh, – I made him, old as he is, just as I made that's a Brendel; that's his yellow-haired you. But he is a man of many ideas, and woman: we've seen all that before, thank has done me credit, though he never you." Max Brendel has painted himself painted me, my own self, as you have out; we've had enough of him.'' done."

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The baroness always at once reflected everybody and everything. She did so

now.

"Thank you, madam, but I would rather call on him," croaked this raven voice of public opinion. "I am charmed to have found you at Regenstein, and will not fail to renew my respects to you before I return to Munich."

He passed out through the ante-chamber; but he was near-sighted, and did not recognize Max, who, since his former judge last saw him, had altered in many ways.

Max entered the boudoir gloomily. The baroness did not smile upon him as of old.

"You need not tell me what he said," answered Max; "I heard it all. But oh, baroness, I did think you would have de

fended me more warmly. How could any man with a soul ever paint anybody but you? Do I not see you in every sight, nay, in every sound? It is true I paint nothing but you. But what did Rubens paint but his wife, what Titian but his mistress, what Raphael but his one Madonna ― and are they stale? And should I, whom you once called your Titian, grow stale because I also paint only my mistress, only my Madonna, only the one queen of my soul?"

The rose-leaf flush deepened in her cheek, and her eyes grew no longer hard to read. Hitherto she had only glittered like crystal, now he could see that she was woman-souled.

She even trembled. "I worship you," he rushed on; "I love you. Your breath is my life. Even before I knew you I loved you."

More than ever, he saw himself reflected in her. "Oh Max!" she exclaimed as he grasped her hand that seemed at last to melt and thaw, “this is too much happiness for a poor, cold, lonely, miserable heart like mine to be loved for myself, just like the simplest girl! Is it true- is it only for myself you love me- for nothing more?"

Something reminded him of Elsa's look when he first told her he loved her years ago. But there was more than the look of Elsa.

"My empress! For your own selfnothing more."

"And," she asked suddenly and eagerly, "it was love for me that inspired you?" "That alone."

"And you will do all things for me?" "All things."

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"Then," she said triumphantly, will beat them all, Max, as we have beaten them before. I will be proud of you; you shall win me in battle, as ladies were won by knights of old. You heard what was said just now? Heaven knows I love you, Max-but, now that I am only a woman to you, I must be won. Prove to them all that you are the greatest of all painters, and I am yours."

"Have I not proved it? Has not my brush made you famous through all the world?"

There needs no subtle research into the heart of a woman like the baroness to comprehend how her all-reflecting soul, that received and echoed every breath that fell upon her from without, needed to believe firmly before she could submit even to her own heart's mastery. She might delight to honour a poor student whom a

whole town praised, but she could not yield herself wholly even to the man she loved unless he were honoured by all the world. The character is common enough —at least among the many who are not Elsas. Of such sort was the poor lady who forced the knight Dunois to fetch her glove from among the bears and lions: love was not worth having, was in fact incredible, until it was amply proved and justified openly in the face of herself and of all others. Such weakness is not ignoble; and the large-hearted have never had much sympathy with the brave but littleminded and rough-fisted Dunois.

"Yes," she answered him, "you have made me famous; but it is not I who must be famous - it is you. You have sacrificed your own proper fame for mine. They must not say that but for his wife Max Brendel would have been nothing. Thy wife, Max, must reflect thy glory. While I am only thy muse I am not the wife thou must look down upon and lift up to thee. It is not the love I long for if I am not a wife as other women are."

"How?" asked Max; "you love me and yet I must sketch a wretched design for a fresco before love may have its way?"

"No not that. But wilt thou refuse me so small a thing?"

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"And then I am thine." After all, the condition seemed light enough. "Thou wilt make a design for this fresco, for my sake, from which I shall be absent, to prove thy love for me: to show thou canst do a little more for me than for thy prize."

XIV.

THE parchment-skinned painter from Munich duly called upon Max Brendel, and, of course without referring to his conversation with the baroness, proposed that Max should send in a design for the new fresco, the choice of a subject being left to his own taste and discretion.

"I cannot offer you a direct commission," he said; "but you are young, and you have plenty of time. Only strike out a new line."

Max also learned something about the baroness.

"We painters," said his visitor, "know her well, and poets and musicians also. She has a great soul. Most artists, if they are worth anything, come across her in their time. Why she has come here, I

know not- but she has many whims. Farewell, Herr Brendel; and let the fresco be your chef-d'œuvre of chefs-d'œuvre. Much depends on it- more perhaps than you know."

"Much indeed," thought Max; "more than you can know."

And so, once more, he set himself to create an original idea.

Alas! no force of will was able to project another baroness upon a looking-glass again. That wonder belonged to the days when he had vowed his soul to gain Elsa. His creative power was just as barren as of old, even when spurred by the hope of this second and greater prize. He knew that without the baroness he was nothing, and despaired even before he fairly began. Fame, wealth, and love had no longer to be acquired but to be retained by his performance of a feat of which he was simply incapable. Not only would he be denounced by the parchmentskinned old raven to a hundred jealous rivals as a one-ideaed impostor who could only paint from a single model and a lay figure, but he would lose that to which glory was nothing. He no longer tried the frantic experiments that he had put in practice on the former occasion - he was wiser now, and had proved their vanity. It is no use spurring a horse that has no legs to go. One thing he could do now that he could not do then, and only one-he poured out and drank down a huge goblet of Rhone wine, whose far-reaching influence would have called genius from a rock of granite had it contained one spark of true fire to set free. But there was not a spark, and the draught only heated without fertilizing his brain.

and I have sold my truth, my conscience, for an old-looking-glass and a dream."

"Eh, eh! my good Herr Max! Goes all well at Regenstein?"

"Who admitted you, pray? Did they not tell you I am engaged—in study?" "Pardon me, my good Herr Max. I did not know."

"Then you do now. Please leave me alone. When I want you I know the way to the Adler-Gasse."

"That I am not so sure, my good Herr Max. I prefer for once to come to you. Ah, it is a long, long, long time since you have come to see old Elias; a very long time. But meantime interest has a knack of trotting and compound interest of galloping, till-well, well, my good Herr Max, I must live, and, if you please, I have called to let you see my little bill. 'Tis as low as may be, my good Herr Max, on my word."

"Interest-compound interest your little bill? Confound your little bill! Haven't we renewed everything?”

"That was long, long ago, my good Herr Max, and when all was well at Regenstein."

"What do you mean, you old rascal? What have my dealings with you to do with Regenstein?"

"Eh, eh! my good-nothing at all. I only want a trifle on account of my little bill."

"Well, let me see how we stand, then. Fifty thousand gulden! Potztausend noch e' mal! Do I owe fifty thousand gulden? Impossible!"

"Even so do things mount up, my good Herr Max. Fifty thousand gulden. That is all."

"Then I can't pay you a penny. I've got nothing to give and nothing to say."

"Then it troubles me, my good Herr Max; but I will take some little portable article you can spare."

"Take anything you like, but for heav

"Am I a man?" he thought, as he passed backwards and forwards before the mirror that now reflected nothing but his own form; "and do not the proverb-mongers say that what man has done man may do? Is anything more easy in this world of fools than to keep even a false reputa-en's sake leave me alone." tion that has once been gained? Why should I be an exception, when the life of my soul hangs upon the preservation of my fame? Did I not once say I would sell my soul?" he added, with a bitter smile. "I think the fiend heard me and this is how he has kept his word. I "Take the accursed thing and behave gained all I longed for wealth, gone."

"Thank you, my good Herr Max. I will."

The broker's eyes wandered round the room and at last fell on the mirror.

"I think I will take that to-day," he said.

fame, and-and-love; quickly come, "For twenty gulden. Now you owe quickly gone. The cup is dashed from me only forty-nine thousand nine hundred my lips, and I have won all to lose more. and eighty. To-morrow I will come Ah, she is right to impose tests and con- again." ditions upon a miserable impostor like me! Adolf Meyer was right this is sorcery,

"Twenty gulden! why, I gave you five hundred."

"Eh, eh! my good Herr Max! But | out glory. It was the natural impulse of think of the wear and tear- - it is not what a weak soul filled to the brim with intense it used to be. I shall not sell it for more than twenty-one." With a low bow, he carried off the looking-glass under his

arm.

So, then, not only would Max lose fame and love, but he would be a ruined man besides, if he failed to achieve this original idea.

He essayed sketch after sketch, thought after thought, but nothing would come. Everything depended upon the forced fertility of a barren soil. He laboured all night in vain. At last in his wanderings to and fro about his room, he was brought to a sudden stand.

There, in a forgotten corner, stood what he had seen, but what no other living eyes | had seen- the sealed-up prophetess of Adolf Meyer," a great national historical fresco." There was the subject to his hand. His had been the soul of honour; but now a devilish temptation entered into the heart of the self-constituted guardian of Adolf Meyer's posthumous fame. In one word, without anybody being the wiser, he might use the prophetess for his

own.

In plainer words, he might plunder a dead man of the last remnant of his living soul; he might rob a rival's corpse and never be found out. Never had the impossibility of discovery so strongly tempted to so easy a sin. Max felt degraded in his own eyes by this unbidden impulse to cheat the world, the dead, and even her who loved him. But temptation is not conquered by so weak a thing as shame.

"The impossibility of discovery" he himself had thought of the words. But, of all things, beware of what we call the impossible! That is the one thing against which no man can guard the only thing which, to judge from experience, is sure to arrive.

XV.

THE body of Adolf Meyer was not beneath the river, however far his soul might be above the stars.

That unhappy young man, nevertheless, had acted precisely as Max had heard. He had gone home in a frenzy, had scrawled his raving adieux to fiends and fools, had dashed down the prophetess on the floor, and had torn from the house like a wild man. Before long he reached the torrent of the Werda - the goal of all desperate cowards for many miles round. Life was blank if it had to be lived out in humiliation-better death than life with

vanity intensely wounded, overwhelming disappointment, and all the confused crazes of a morbid genius that had scarcely yet overcome its birth-pang. He reached a conveniently precipitous point of the bank a little above the town, and threw himself into the glassy pool whence Lorelei has sung of peace and rest, to many a feeble heart besides that of Adolf Meyer.

The deep, smooth, black, strong current of the Werda closed over him, and even if he had sought to save himself, he did not know how. No human help was at hand. But there was help of another kind. He rose, as a matter of course, after his first plunge, and found his neck clasped so tightly that he could not sink again.

His position was almost ludicrous as well as painful: his neck was by no means embraced by the white arm of Lorelei. It was another drop in the cup of his humiliation to find his life saved so ignobly. Not that he tried to reject the unexpected help, for his plunge into cold water had considerably sobered his irresolute brain. He was saved for the time, but he was pilloried and half strangled.

When timber is felled in mountainous countries, it is the well-known practice, in order to save expense and trouble, to extemporize a rough and ready system of water-carriage by throwing the lopped stems into the nearest torrent and letting the cargo swim alone to its destination. Over rocks and rapids it goes, down waterfalls and through gorges, until, when the river widens, scores of floating trees jostle one another and make navigation not a little perilous. It was between two of these jostling stems that the hatless head of Adolf Meyer rose above water and was grasped, as if in a vice, so tightly that it could not go down again.

It is not pleasant to find one's self throt tled when one only intends to be drowned, even though the final result may be the same in both cases. But, when the first breach of the law of self-preservation is over, the risk of being throttled becomes preferable to the certainty of being drowned. The genius thought but little of prize-competitions while he felt himself whirled down the river by two stout pieces of timber that acted upon his jaws like a pair of nut-crackers. But he could breathe, which, under the circumstances, was everything; and he screamed out loudly for assistance as he swept along.

At last, after a miniature eternity, the

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